to CIA darling ;
sang at` @ 7:01 PMFriday, December 08, 2006
well, the snake incident occured bt 2 sats ago. heh there was this black snake in my house kitchen!!! but its small. like 3cm in diameter and erm 25cm in length. but my maid said the snake is very poisonous. so the girls in the house -the maid,mum & myself. were busy screaming. thankgoodness, my man was at my place. so he took a long branch and pierced its body but it was still very much alive and active. just nice my dad came back so he joined jy in and took some plank and squashed the snake's head (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) OH MY GOSH LA. GRUESOME. =/
so yes, my bf is v proud of himself that he 'slayed' a snake -.-''
anyway, ive yet to mention bt my meet up with the girls on sunday 3rd dec. it was awesome! had steamboat opp bugis junction & aft tt we found a great hiding place!!! really nice. took so many pics using my cam. so im sorry girls, u'll all have to wait for the pics to be uploaded =p
enjoyed myself hellot.
love u guys; let,mich,mx,jo,vic,jia& sam
okie, now abt today..
sighs. its probably one of my saddest day this yr...
accompanied baby all the way to tekong. we held each other's hands as much as we could.. could see at times he looked really sad.
bf told me i looked happy.well, it was my first time in tekong,touring rd. it was pretty exciting. but i wasnt exactly happy.i guess smiles can be very deceiving. cause the moment i got home. i started crying to myself. it was so painful.. i didnt know why tears were coming out so easily, i couldnt understand the mixed emotions i felt.i wasnt expecting it to be so emotionally draining bcoz ive always believed i'll do as fine with friends (or without him). but i guess it aint exactly so.. i dont mean to sound so pathetic.. even i myself am puzzled why im feeling this way.
i guess, the feeling's just too awful to bare.
today aft we parted i kept messaging him. abt my day, abt where i was going and wad i was doing..the awful thing is knowing i cant get a reply from him and the fact he wont be there for me all the time anymore..
it is so different from how it used to be.. even when we had tiffs or when we broke up for a short time , he was always the one who kept his messages going, letting me know of his presence despite everything..
but today's different. feel like crap.
i know the following days will get better cause as wad yuqi said, its just all abt adjusting..
anyway, the goodnews is wad i initially tot was 3 weeks of not seeing him was actually only2 weeks. so yupp. prolly the only think i'll be looking forward from today on is the 22nd.
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